An evening @ MG Road

8:15 pm was the time ,as i will say ,
and the ocassion was our Encyclo's b'thday.
All buggers started hoarding,at the MG road,
And our Encyclo,feared like a goat.
When he saw a crowd,wishing him around,
We started from five,but now,twelve he had found.
Suddenly we saw 'Bhai',as auto stopped ,
"Where is the b'thday boy?", the first question he asked.
Our body shuddered ,with sudden spasm of fear,
Terror was in our eyes,as nobody went near.
Relief !! finally Bhai smiled , and the b'thday baby giggled like a child.
Situation was relieved,and we took a sigh,
Smooth became the atmosphere ,and sparkled our eye.
9:00 pm :
To add up more colours, in our eyes,
we sneaked in 'Garuda Mall' will lots of delight.
Goodness!! chicks were there,chicks were all around,
All chicks were hot,thats what we found.
We stuck up there, like a bunch of stupids,
But pleased was our mind,when we saw the chicks.
We gazed, we gawked, we ogled, we stared,
we scanned through their body, our mind was staggered.
9:30 pm :
" Enough of the apitizers!!", we heard the deadly sound ,
There stood Keshav, as we turned around.
"Now i am exhausted, time to booze and dine,
can't you idiots see, this concave tummy of mine?".
Sad was me,Rocky,Rajib and Varun,and our jaws dropped ,
"10 more minutes??" This was what we asked .
"Granted" was the word came from Vikas,
Happy became us , and again scanned the gems....
but ,at last ,with sad eyes,we bid adieu to them.

10:00 pm :
With the heavy heart, we surried for the feast,
we took a dingy path ,where crowd was the least.
10:30 pm:
Finally , we flew into a bistro,made some chilly sound,
we threw a cursory glance, for 'eye candies' around.
"Hold yourselves guys,it's the time to brace" .
Varun winked at us ,with cunning smile at his face.
"Tighten your belts,as it is time to quaff ,
Go ahead guys....don't dare to stop ".
The table was full ,with whiskey,beer and chicken,
We jumped at em ,within a matter of a second.
"We will take the coke ",said Rajib & Rahul, in a voice like saint,
They ,famous in the group ,for their complete abstinence.
When we started,eating and boozing all around,
miffed were others,with our variety of sounds.
As i kept on drinking,the liquid took over me...
my eyes stuck at Rajib,knocked my wild fantasy.
Romantic was the atmosphere,with the candle lights,
something is gonna happen ,i muttered in my mind.
Calm was my body, amorous was my heart,
I held his hands and " How many bucks ?" i asked .
"600 for blowjob and 3000 for striptease ."
I calculated the pleasure and said " 5 blowjobs,please ."
12:00 am :
We drank, we ate, we enjoyed we laughed,
sated were all ...as we came out .

But ,for me ,for the first time,
All the solitude was gone... !!!
Again i saw my friends,standing all around.
Again the void is filled , after Roorkee days,
Again a ray of light, after deep haze ...!!!

A Deeper Insight

A Deeper Insight

One chilly evening, i walked towards the hills,
Into the jungle,towards the mist .
I could see the dark and silence all around ,
It started drizzling and creatures made sound.
But...i kept on walking into the woods ,
Trees after trees......dark,darker ......darkest !
No sense of fear,no apprehension of unseen......,
Comfort !! As with my body,my soul had always been.
I sat there,by the side of the tree ,
and the soft downpours ,started drenching me .
Some unasked questioned,some wishes unanswered,
worries most important,but nobody seemed concerned.
Me ,dying day by day.....gradually .
And in this rush of dying , i had forgotten to live.
Been carrying my body,throughout my life,
but one day,the harsh mighty hands ..
will split it with an unseen knife ,
and free the bird ,leaving no trails behind.
Then again a new life,loops after loops,
Again a new painting,painted and wiped till eternity!

The night still chilly ,the drizzling still there,
The sound of silence ,i could clearly hear .
Then slowly, a gush of wind came on my face ,
And i found myself ,caught in the haze .
Calm was the body ,but staggered was my mind,
suddenly , somebody tapped my shoulder from behind.
Who it could be , i turned up in surprise ,
A tall fragile figure , i couldn't believe my eyes .
I didn't like for sure ,being intruded upon,
For,i always like, the state of being all alone .
But,his calm old eyes seemed like warm comfort,
we started talking, we talked ,talked and talked .
But ,deep inside me,Still the questions unasked .

I am no strong,for whips of the life ,
bruises are still there ,like cuts of the knife .
"Son,you are no alone ,God is always there,
He always looks after you,so don't be scared.
With the healing touch,with lots of compassion,
Every now and then , he shows his concerns .
He helps you out ,to achieve your best....
So better you carry on,and leave on him the rest."

The same old answers,which i had been listening through,
I smiled ,full of agony,for not believing it true .
Then i cried ,with tears flooding down my eyes.....
"Why....why again the same set of lies ?"
"If God is always there,as you say it to be true...
Then why anguishes and sufferings all around ??"
"Why all your life ,pain follows you through ?"
With this, i kept on crying, i cried ,cried and cried .
The night still chilly, the drizzling still there .

He held my hands and calmed me down ...
"Son,don't feel blue and don't feel drawn.
All feelings and sufferings are two sides of the life,
God baptizes you in ,for you to strive ......
To strive for better and better all around ,
To leave this place better, better than you found.
life is the name of, not living for your own ,
To help living people,until you are gone.
So ,up my son...don't let worries to snipe......
There are tasks to be completed ,for which 'I' had given you this life."

Shocked !!! I lifted up my face,but no one around ,
Calm was inside,as answers i had found .

The night still chilly ,but drizzling had stopped........ !!!!!