and watching the sun dying slowly ,
deep down the waters,waves rising and lingering
I keep my feet away,for the fear of drowning,
Of losing all i have and breaking my safe shell,
Trying to know what is unfathomable dark of life,
And doubting whether i can split the veil,
and end it with the beaming light,
which so far was hiding in deep inside.
Wondering sometimes what i have lost,
Just by standing there silently,
like a corpse with no glee..
Like no warrior in the middle,
but in the crowd,an ordinary viewer.
Then the thoughts suddenly swerved,
is this what i was made for..!!
And is this what i was destined to be ?
No..a shallow sound came from far,
Where the skies meet the waters,
And then, i started towards the blues,
to take a deep dig,and deeper..
Again, to be a warrior..not a spectator,
what i used to be,throughout my life.
To search what hides there inside,
A treasure of life maybe,my soul cried !!
For,no anchor I needed now..
And then slowly,i started sailing..
Headed towards the deep sea,
to sail till eternity was my destiny,
who knows....maybe !!!!
