सपने

सपने लिए आँखों मे, जब चला था राह पर,
मन मे आशायें भरी थी,पर कठिन था वो सफ़र !
मिली एक मंज़िल तो,कदम बढ़ चले यकायक,
दूसरी मंज़िल पाने को,मैं चलता रहा अनवरत!
मंजिले मिलती रही,खुशियाँ देती रही छड़ भर,
पास आज कुछ भी नही,देखता हूँ जब पलटकर!
सब कुछ ओझल हो गया ,छोड़कर स्मरतियाँ अनंत,
याद नही कहाँ से चला था, और कहाँ अंत !
मन मे लिए लालसाएँ अपरिमित,उम्र भर दौड़ता रहा,
ज़िंदगी की इस भाग दौड़ मे ,रिश्ते नाते तोड़ता रहा!
देखता हूँ जब स्वयं को ,पल भर भी आईने मे आज,
नज़र आता हूँ खड़ा,कृत्रिमता की ओढ़े पोशाक !
घृणा क्यों मेरे हृदय मे,आज इतनी भरी हुई,
प्रेम और संवेदना क्यों,दूर इतनी खड़ी हुई!
खड़ा हूँ एकाकी मंज़िल पर ,पास कोई भी नहीं,
ओझल हुए पैरों के निशान,वापस जा सकूँ......संभव नहीं !!!
सोचता हूँ कभी,क्या गर्व करूँ ,उन मिथ्या उपलब्धियों पर,
पाई थी मैने कभी जो, सर्वस्व अपना त्यागकर !
बैठा हूँ मन में अभीतक,संजोए वो मधुर यादें सभी,
सुलगती हुई एक आशा हृदय में, जीवन जो मौका दे कभी!
लौट चॅलू वापस उन गलियों में,लिखने को एक नयी कहानी,
जी लूँ एकबार फिर से मैं, वो अल्हड़ बचपन,वही जवानी... !

Dark Side

My dear,i love you so much,
that sometimes,i want to rip you,
and chop you into pieces.....
so small and fine ,like smooth grains,
and keep those pieces with me...always.

I would love to see your body dangled upside down,
with your beautiful throat slit wide,
and blood oozing through drop by drop....
on my hand,like morning dew on the rock.

Love, gimme a chance to peel off the skin,
from your voluptuous body,
and let me wrap it around me,
so that i can feel your presence when alone.

Want to play with your flesh and veins,
cut them into bits and smear it all over me,
and let the distance between us die.
Let us unite for eternity with God's blessings,
for,i can't imagine us parting.

And ,at last , if u have to go,
please leave your body behind,
so that i can watch it rotting,
petrifying & decaying,in front of me....
piece by piece.....slow and continuous.

LOVE

How can i help myself from falling in love,

in love with those eyes,who blush...

when they meet mine.

When i am in the crowd or alone

The eyes always notice me with a shine.

The eyes which can feel me ,from far away,

even when closed they are,

I love them even more,

When they blink like a star.

I miss the touch so warm and loving,

Like a cold wind in the scorching sun.

The touch which made me feel your presence,

When I was backed up by none.

So much in love with that cute and caring heart.

The heart which senses me,even when i am not there.

Being with you feel so warm and safe,

and it takes away all my apprehensions and fear,

When u hold my hand ,with your soft little palm,

all the surroundings just vanish away,

and every thing becomes so pleasing and calm..

And in this calmness ,i feel nothing

nothing but your love.

And we start flying together,Like a pair of dove.

These sweet memories will always be with me,

memories of the moments that we did share,

and my childish heart will keep loving you,

even when i am not there.

Life

On the journey of my life,
Half the way through....
I suddenly realize,
That everything i experienced,
was just an illusion.
Which kept on driving me,
driving me throughout my life.
And me ,mesmerized by it,
kept on following...without questions.

I was just living on expectations,
throughout my life,
the expectations of others....!
And in the rush of fulfilling their dreams,
I could not hear me, the individual me inside.

Everything i loved,just slipped away,
Away from my hand,like grains of sand.
And I let it go,for the fear of others.

Now,when everyone around seems to be happy,
I feel,a part of me is missing,
missing in the path of life.
And me,standing there.....
miles apart from what i was destined to be,
dejected,tired and alone !!!

Sometimes....

Sometimes,for the person you love,
its okay to be yourself and act weird,
and to annoy her so badly sometimes.
Its okay sometimes to let go your ego,
and loose some arguments to her.
Sometimes shed off your fake identity ,
and show her what you really are...
rather than faking perfection.
Sometimes, its all right to cry with her,
than acting strong and wiping her tears.
Sometimes, its okay to let her know,
how much you love and care.
sometimes,it works magic, making her feel you by her side,
even if you are miles away.
Sometimes, waking her up in midnight,
just to say those three words.
Its okay to say sorry sometimes,
even for no mistake of yours.
Sometimes open up your heart to her,
and let her read it.
Its okay to reveal your weaknesses,
and let her laugh at you sometimes.
Above of all,Savor the essence of every moment with her,
like a bunch of sweet dreams.
because one day,the time may come....
when everything will fly by, in front of your eyes.
And you may wake up to find her nowhere.
Time may take her away far..far from you,
and you will be left with nothing,
nothing but some unrevealed feelings and unspoken words.....!!